How Gay Big Cocks Helped Me To Accept Myself

In high school, I had always wondered what my sexual orientation was seeing as it is that I never was attracted to girls. It was not until I joined a campus that my fears were confirmed. On my first day at college, I was assigned a roommate by the name Tom. Tom was nothing like me- he was outgoing and had many friends. He was in the second year, while I was just a freshman. Constantly, he would have his male friends in the room and they would always watch gay big cocks and sexy shemale movies.

They teased me many times and called me a sissy because repeatedly, I would excuse myself just as the movies were heating up. What they did not know was that I was embarrassed as I always got such a powerful hard-on from watching a man kissing another so passionately. The excuse trips always ended up in the bathroom where with a tube of lubricant; I would masturbate myself to orgasm. One time, just as I was excusing myself, one of Tom’s friends whom we called King grabbed my big cock and forcefully kissed me on the lips. In an instant, I wet my trousers with cum; it was so much that I left a wet patch on his trouser as well. I would not admit it, then but that was the most erotic scene of my life- never mind the laughter and teasing that followed this incidence. It was hilarious to say the least.

Later, King and I made out a couple of times and by then; I knew that I was very gay thanks to the movies. Before long, I was a regular at King’s place and he was ever glad to have me. He called me a virgin and I called him my orientation expert. He taught me things I never imagined were possible and gave me immense pleasure and excitement every time we met. As soon as I had confirmed that I loved the gay experience, I started investing my time and money in purchase of the latest gay erotic videos. I became such a treasure to the homosexual’s community in campus that almost everyone in our circle would be consulting me on what movies to get!

In time, after reading Wikipedia, I opened up a mini movie shop that dealt with homosexual porn only. This is where I realized that so many men in campus were gay. Most were the popular people that you would not imagine while others were the quiet, introverted ones who looked so orthodoxically straight. Some came out boldly to ask for the movies while some made anonymous calls for the movies to be delivered in a neutral ground where no one would notice them. Even though this venture was secret because it could not be approved by the school administration, this business flourished in a short time.

It was then that King, Tom, I and a few other twinks came up with the idea of opening up a nightclub and movie theater strictly for gays only. With only a little capital to cater for premises (outside the school) a TV and a DVD player, we were ready to go. We made a go at the idea and gained popularity both in school and outside. Most of our regular customers were students and some high profile personalities who came to find young love. It is sad however that so many young people are unaware of their sexual orientation and the society does not make it any easier for them. Since most are afraid to talk about gay sex, they remain hidden in cocoons that are unfulfilling heterosexual relationships that leave them feeling trapped, confused and lost.

It would be wise for these people to access, view gay big cocks as it might open up their perspective on this very sensitive issue, and offer such an avenue from which to express themselves. The end justifies the means and if such movies exposed me to the true nature of my sexuality then by all means, let everyone with doubts in their heads try it. There is nothing like the freedom that comes with the satisfaction of acceptance of self. Be bold and love who you are meant to be. Do not subscribe to the idea that by being gay, you are not straight right; rather embrace the idea that you are unique.